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Haunted by memories = Hrabba Those who were there for me = Bainoth Mellon Console me
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[Tuesday, March 23]
I just had to put this in... (",) hehehe... I'm Snapes favourite student... YAY You have a Calm Soul! Being calm and cool is what you do best. You collected thoughts and always positive attitude make you very bright and logical. When theres a problem, you know how to approach it, and solve it. Your friends rely on you on their problems, and your shoulder for their crying. You are peaceful, and enjoy nature and freedom. You rarely get angry and hardly scream, which makes you good with kids. You seem to be in tune with the world and if anything goes wrong, you always bounce back. What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures! brought to you by Quizilla And thx for that... I don't know why I felt that way but hey life can be a mess... and yeah this is such a lovely picture... just love it and the text to is brilliant... but anyways got to go bye see ya around...
[Sunday, March 21]
Forever
My stomach twists and turns I feel ill I feel so alone I am alone I look around There is no one there I look back onto my past There are only bad things I can remember There is nothing else I see I was selfish I was so needy I don?t deserve to be loved I feel like breaking down into tears I am so confused I am lost in a cloud of smoke I see nothing and I hear nothing I don?t like it I am the scum of the earth not worthy of life My tears run down my cheeks No one wants to be around me anymore Not even I But I am doomed to live inside I feel hated and unwanted I am hated and unwanted I am a waste of every ones time I don?t deserve anything I don?t deserve to live I think about death Think about how it is How it would end my suffering How I could spare people from the pain I cause Whether or not I would find peace I hate myself for not being able to control my feelings I am weak I want to take that last step towards the end The final step I want to walk alone For to be alone is all I deserve For all I deserve is pain and agony Forever ~ I don't know... I just feel reall crappy and confused wish I was dead and all but you don't get everything you wish for... |